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[Jul. 10th, 2006|02:36 pm] |
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| | justin timberlake - sexyback | ] |
I got the job at Buffalo Exchange. The one on speedway and wilmot.
I got steps. yes. |
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[Jul. 5th, 2006|09:37 pm] |
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| |  bored | ] |
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| | paris hilton - stars are blind | ] |
I really wanna have sex with my icon. Is that wierd?
So I got the third interview on friday at 4:00 for Buffalo Exchange. I hope that I get it. Ill be getting paid more than I was at hot topic.
So I have had almost an entire month off. I really am starting to get bored. I cant wait to have to go to work.
I have done a lot of fun stuff though. I went to the mountains the other day. 4th was fun while I was at Bills parents house. There was so much food.
No Biz tonight.
Congress tomorrow. |
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[Jun. 6th, 2006|11:39 am] |
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| | happy | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Gnarls Barkley | ] |
WOW! life is crazy!
So despite the fact that i have had pink eye, and abscessed tooth, and for some wierd reason i have been hacking up something fierce for the last week, i have been having the best time.
Mon are the shit. Weds are the shit. Thurs are the shit. I love the mutha fukin crue!!!!!
my last day at hot topic is this weds. two days left. its the best feeling in the world that i dont have to deal witht that stress anymore. i feel like a massive boulder has been lifted off of me. i love it. now i can go and do what i really want to do. i am so excited.
Kristin is supposed to be coming home tomorrow. thank god. i have been living alone for like a month and i hate it. except for these stupid cats. |
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[May. 27th, 2006|06:36 am] |
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| |  awake | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Sean Paul - We be burning | ] |
So I had to put in my two weeks at Hot Topic. Its an extremely long story. But I guess in all I am finally getting the hell outta that shit hole.
So I am finally going to be applying at MAC.
And then where ever else I guess. Im not to worried about it.
Also.....So I have some to find out that he was seeing someone else while he was seeing me. Ironically enough the guy he was seeing is the guy my friend was seeing. Its cool though, theyll get theres.
I am not one of those people who will stoop that low to get someone back for something. I will go way way lower than that. |
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| soon youll be much easier to capture |
[May. 16th, 2006|10:08 am] |
| [ | mood |
| |  indescribable | ] |
| [ | music |
| | denali - relief | ] |
well at least i know that we are friends. at least i have that. i was happy to finally talk him again after he went mia for a week. i understand his side. i dont think that he is ready for this. its cool. i understand. i dont know if there will ever be anything between us, but i dont want to hold onto that thought that something may happen. i mean i do but i dont at the same time.
he said that he is in a different place right now. understandable. but let me know. i mean we had already talked about a relationship in the future. but what can you do? i have no idea.
i think that he is like me. i dont like change. i have a routine and that is how i like it, it bothers me when things disrupt that. maybe that is what happened. its one of those things thats like i really really want to see you but i am to tired, busy, etc. and that just sucks for everyone involved. |
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[May. 14th, 2006|10:31 am] |
JESUS FUCKING CHRIST!!! i am never going to drink red bull and vodka again. red bull and vodka = me passed out on bills bathroom floor until 7 in the morning. god i feel gross right now. |
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[May. 6th, 2006|10:17 pm] |
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the situation with the boy is resolved. he is awesome. enough said. |
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[May. 5th, 2006|03:07 pm] |
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| | depressed | ] |
so jsut like usual nothing ever seems to work out. i found out today that the manager that i was applying to replace at urban is going to stay until the end of the year.
i was supposed to have lunch with the guy that i like today and i fucked that up by making a stupid joke that i didnt think was a big deal and i guess it was.
i feel pretty spectacular right now.
this is possibly rock bottom.
i have no idea what i am doing with anything anymore.
i am so done. |
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[May. 5th, 2006|12:38 pm] |
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| |  irritated | ] |
WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH YOU? |
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[May. 2nd, 2006|12:40 am] |
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so i found out today that i am in the top three for the position at Urban Outfitters. My friend said that she was going to talk to the manager tomorrow and give the all the info that she can find out. wish me luck!! i need it!! |
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[Apr. 30th, 2006|09:52 pm] |
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| | depressed | ] |
well i think that i somehow fucked that up. |
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[Apr. 28th, 2006|08:47 pm] |
so i applied at urban outfitters. i had an interview on on weds. we will see how that goes. i really hope i get the job. i need to get the fuck outta hot topic. i hate it there.
other than that everything is the same.
except there is a boy that i like a lot.
BAM! |
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[Apr. 19th, 2006|07:35 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  dirty | ] |
| [ | music |
| | pink - im not dead | ] |
So i finally applied at Urban. We shall see how that goes.
So today was hilarious because my district manager was there with another disrtict manager from orange county. everything that my district manager said the other guy said was wrong. it was amazing. i loved it. i cant see why the orange county guy couldnt be our district manager.
stupid thing though, since amies last day is on sat after that i am the store manager until the find someone to fill the position. which i personally think is retarded because apparantly i am not promotable to be a store manager but they are going to have be be one until the find someone. whats wrong with this picture? oh well fuck hot topic.
i finally got the outline of my sleeve. it hot. i cant wait to get color in it. i have to go back a minimum of three times. depending on money and time. oh well.
my allergies are starting to kill me. i really want to die.
i really dont think that you are as interested as you might say you are. hopefully someday something could come of this. |
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[Apr. 9th, 2006|11:26 am] |
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| |  crazy | ] |
| [ | music |
| | pink | ] |
so last night actually ended up being a lot of fun. at first i was kind of concerned because the whole "club crawl" thing seemed kind of lame when we first got there. then it got crazy. and the boy that i like came so that is always promising. i drank way to much beer though.
so i am getting the outline of my sleeve on weds at 12:30. im excited.
then there is a cast party that night, i havent decided yet if i am going to go. we will se how i feel after the tattoo.
Hilary Duff please do not be a brunette anymore. you look like fucking shit.
so i am quitting hot topic. its wierd to actually say it and mean it. my store manager had already put in her two weeks and once her two weeks is up i am putting in mine. the reason for this is if i put in my two weeks when she does during the time that she is still there she will have to hire someone to replace me. so since i dont want her to have to do that this is how its going to be.
i finally got a haircut.
so i think that we are going to the zoo today. then i am going to go to buffalo exchange.
word up. peace out. |
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| (no subject) |
[Mar. 21st, 2006|12:50 am] |
DRAMA, DRAMA, DRAMA, DRAMA, DRAMA, DRAMA, DRAMA, DRAMA, DRAMA, DRAMA, DRAMA, DRAMA, DRAMA, DRAMA, DRAMA, DRAMA, DRAMA, DRAMA, DRAMA, DRAMA, DRAMA, DRAMA ........ tired of drama
On another note...FUCk i dont have one.
ha.
i am getting another tattoo soon.
I need a rhinestone belt buckle.
I need my hair to be longer already. |
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| ill follow you into the dark |
[Feb. 27th, 2006|12:23 am] |
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| | calm | ] |
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| | deathcab for cutie | ] |
So I have four more tattoos lined up. i am going to get the crowns with the blue flowers on the back of my arms with mom and dadin them and i am looking into getting a chest piece to connect my stars. i found one that i really like so we shall see. then there is the one that will go on my side with the heart, crown, wings and wierd design. its going to cost a fortune, but whatever.
so craig gave my cat a middle name. denali danger. i like it. he was trying to call it pocahontas danger, but i just wouldnt have it.
so i dont know what happened but last night party was a total bust.
remember the word twerp?
i heard that they are going to open an american apperal here in tucson. i think that i am going to apply when they do. providing they allow piercings, but i can hide those.
i didnt do a damn thing today. the only times i left was to get mexican food. it was kind of nice. |
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[Feb. 20th, 2006|10:20 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | ehhhh | ] |
| [ | music |
| | hole | ] |
hmmm.
so i got a kitten. its cute, obviously. i named it denali. and now my hands are all scratched up.
i went to a going away party for one of my friends saturday night. i am going to miss her. the party was a lot of fun though. except for the two times that erin and i had to go and rescue her dogs. but it was fun. bill and brad even stopped by.
we think that a girl at work might be dead because she is not showing up to work and doesnt answer her phone or anything. its kinda sad.
this cat is fucking out of control.
i got a new tattoo. i love it. it was my valentines day present to myself.
i really wish that my hair would grow faster. i feel as if last time it grew faster when i cut it all off. today was th first day that i didnt wear a hat. i sound like a damn cancer patient. |
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| That may be when and where, but this is here and now |
[Feb. 10th, 2006|10:53 pm] |
So I went to Hollywood. I apparently have a very skewed perspective of what it was going to look like. But its all good i guess. I got to see Britney Spears' star and Marilyn Monroe's. Then we went to the chinese theatre and i had a "moment". I got to see Marilyn Monroe and Jane Russell's hand and feet prints for Gentlemen Prefer Blondes. I seriously almost started crying. It was amazing. And that is that.
So I have come to realize that I have been lying to myself for a long time. Dont ever let someone change you to make them happy. I have realized that I am stronger then that. I dont really know what I was thinking. But now I feel as if I have to reintroduce myself to everyone. This is me and this is who I am going to be. Take it or leave it.
Its so wierd to think of how much has changed over the past few years. I know people say that a lot but its true. People have come and gone. Houses have come and gone. Parties have come and gone. Boys have come and gone. I dont know if I am all that prepared for something else to leave me. I am going to work really hard to hold on tight to what I have and make other things weaker stronger. |
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| This is where your road ends and mine begins |
[Feb. 7th, 2006|05:39 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | excited | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Kill hannah | ] |
I am leaving for California in a few hours. Tomorrow I will be in Disneyland. I really wish that I didnt have to come back. I am going to secretly live at Disneylan forever. I mean who wouldnt want to live at the happiest place on earth? Think about it.
I will hopefully be getting a new tattoo soon. I hope really soon. We shall see. Then I will get more when my tax return comes. I am so excited.
This weekend I am going to hang out with Dani and Kevin and go shopping and dirnk mamosas. I am stoked. I love those kids. |
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| (no subject) |
[Jan. 26th, 2006|08:29 am] |
| [ | mood |
| | awake | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Hole - Celebrity Skin | ] |
So I found out, in a semi tragic way (my lips looked liked Donatella Versace), that I am allergic to aspirin, ib profen, aleve, naproxin, advil, and most other pain killers. The only pain killer that I can take for the rest of my life is Tylenol.
I went to Nogales yesterday with Bill. I was called a faggot in another country. I thought it was funny. Then we were almost picked up by a tranny and some man wanted us to have sex ith his sister. There were also mexicans trying to tell us that they could get us across the border faster and then they would take us to gay bars. They also invited us to a donkey show. Then we went to the american side of nogales and ate then went to some ghost town that was like 20 mintues away. Yesterday was fun. |
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